Reddish and dying...
I've never experience this... when the sun shined on my skin,it is painful..
The bones felt detached...
I want to love people... but... sometimes some people are just too much...
In some cases,the fault just lies on you,because you did 1 bad things out of 10 and the rest did nothing at all...
If you ask me if it's worth it? i would say ok-ok...
Through the rehearsals i made some good friends =)
Feeling weird,as people are really weird...
One moment they are nice and the other,they are too particular about things...
1 worry less for me too...
I put down a huge clinging burden in my heart.. good or bad as it can be... This is part of life..
Yet,i am still emphasizing to myself... "embrace..embrace.." This is me...
YL
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
2nd day of graduation rehearsal
04 01 2011
Today was extremely sunny.
we did an estimated of 4 runs...
At the 3rd run which is after lunch,I couldn't stand the helmet pressing on my nerves..
It caused my eye to ache,and my head had a throbbing pain.
Luckily,something gave me power to carry on.
Met with hiccups,drank up,popped a Fishermen's sweet and the 4th one was smooth.
My whole body is reddish and warm from the sun.
parade aside... I am very stressed out because of my living conditions too..
living with michael ain't easy at all... It is crazy...madeness
He leaves his things anyhow,like dirty laundry behind door,duffel bag on the walkway..
cheezels warappers on the floor and himself going to sleep..and so on..
He also uses my computer until it has no battery...
He's still friendly...
I understand that leos live in their own world to some extent,but we have to get out of it...
michael's still my full time ns buddy... since tekong,we're together...
The other side of my bunk,is not that clean either..
I really hope we can have more discipline and work together to create a clean place where we can spend more than 8 hours per day.
my life is quite messed up.. it is messed up
YL
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
1st day of graduation rehearsal
03 01 2011 sunny,gloomy,fine
Quite an interesting start for the year,as my day started off with a meeting in the office asa usual.
this time round,the arrow did not hit me,but i was made to join the parade..
After 1 hour plus of nonsensensical muttering from the superior,got my rifle and went for the parade.
Blessing in disguise,i missed like 1 hour of the parade,and this doesn't mean tht the sun is not hot.
The sun was glaring hot.
The sun got hotter.
repeating the same things over and over again,at the same time my "auto decipher programme in my brain" eats up too much brain power. You know..old people's english as not as good..
i felt tired...luckily lunch came..
went for one mre meeting......
parade again.... but this time,it rained.... i got wet..
wasted time to wait for rain to stop until 1545,when the parade started.
the parade started...as i thought it ended,encore!! We repeated the whole thing again,in rain and finally it's over..
i felt more tired.
Went for dinner,lecture until now.
Tomorrow will be the same thing again... just because i was the chosen one...
YL
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
yesterday wsa a tiring day
i thought pool was the end..
then there's stage 2..
i was tired out..
and i believe i can run no more..
because i am polluted with bubbletea...
m p teh
YL
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
dfg
YL
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
